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He Kept His Eyes Up

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Based on the LGG Study, From the Beginning to Forever/w2d5

Read: Genesis 37:9-11,23-24 and 50:15-21; SOAP: 50:20

“You intended to harm me, but God intended it all for good. He brought me to this position so I could save the lives of many people.” Genesis 50:20

“Joseph was saying, ‘You could have tried everything, but it would still not have worked because God is faithful.’”

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Joseph kept his eyes “up” – past the people and the circumstances of his life. This isn’t an easy task; it takes discipline, and Joseph had it. From his dreams to the pit his brothers left him in, being sold as a slave to Potiphar, falsely accused of attempted rape, imprisoned by Potiphar, forgotten by those in the king’s household who pledged to help him, and eventually reunited with the brothers who had left him for dead, Joseph kept his eyes on God, and it affected all that he did and said.

This isn’t to say that the betrayal by his brothers, the false accusations by Potiphar’s wife, being left in prison, or even seeing his brothers again was easy. Yet what he says here to his brothers…is a good indicator that he had seen God’s hand at work in his life all along the way.

Scripture tells us that Joseph excelled at his duties…became one of Potiphar’s most trusted servants…and was put in charge of his household. Even Potiphar could see that, whatever Joseph did, God looked favorably on him and he prospered in all that he did. When Potiphar’s wife tried to seduce Joseph, he fled from her, leaving his cloak behind, and was then accused of attempting to rape her, and he was put in prison. But the Lord was with Joseph in the prison and showed him his faithful love. And the Lord made Joseph a favorite with the prison warden. It was actually his time in prison that allowed him the opportunity to interpret Pharaoh’s dream and find favor in his eyes, which positioned him right where he needed to be to save his family when the famine hit.

Based on Pharaoh’s dreams, Joseph predicted seven years of bountiful harvests followed by seven years of severe famine in Egypt and advised the king to begin storing grain in preparation for the coming dearth (Genesis 41:1–37). For his wisdom, Joseph was made a ruler in Egypt, second only to the king. Joseph was in charge of storing up food during the years of plenty and selling it to Egyptians and foreigners during the years of famine (Genesis 41:38–57). During these years of plenty Joseph had two sons—Manasseh and Ephraim (Genesis 41:50–52).

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Of course, this is the abbreviated version of Joseph’s story, but I think most would agree that even in its abbreviated form, it is quite a testimony to the sovereign and intimate workings of God in Joseph’s life. Which is undoubtedly the reason Joseph was able to say to his brothers: “You intended to harm me, but God intended it all for good. He brought me to this position so I could save the lives of many people.“

Oh, friends, may we keep our eyes on the Lord our God. May we not lose sight of what He has done and is doing in, for, and around us. May He be the one that we love and trust above all others, so that others see that it is God at work in our lives. May we keep our eyes up on the Him, so that neither the past nor the present nor the future shake us. Whether we are facing plenty or want, may our hope still burn through the dead of the night. May we keep our eyes on the One who has overcome the great enemy of this world, and may we never forget all the battles He’s won and that the work that He has finished cannot be undone. May we join the song of Heaven and sing: “Holy holy, holy is the Lord!

Keep Your Eyes Up

[Verse 1]
I look to You, not the left or the right
You are my vision, You are the prize
I’m grounded in love, my fear’s taking flight
And hope is still burning through the dead of the night

[Chorus]
I keep my eyes up, I keep my eyes up
I keep my eyes up, I keep my eyes up (
To the One that I love, the One that I trust, Jesus
I keep my eyes up, I keep my eyes up

[Verse 2]
Your eyes full of fire, Your face like the sun
Your robe fills the temple from all the battles You’ve won
And there’s nothing to fear ’cause You’ve overcome
The work that You finished cannot be undone

[Chorus]
I keep my eyes up, I keep my eyes up (Yes, I do, yeah)
I keep my eyes up, I keep my eyes up (Oh, yeah)
To the One that I love, the One that I trust, Jesus
I keep my eyes up, I keep my eyes up

[Bridge]
And when the whole Earth is shaking
Heaven keeps singing
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord
And when the whole Earth is shaking
Oh, Heaven keeps singing
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord
Yes, I will sing holy, holy, holy is the Lord

[Chorus]
I keep my eyes up, I keep my eyes up (Yes, I do, yeah)
I keep my eyes up, I keep my eyes up (Oh, yeah)
To the One that I love, the One that I trust, Jesus
I keep my eyes up, I keep my eyes up (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I keep my eyes up, I keep my eyes up (Yes, I do, yeah)
I keep my eyes up, I keep my eyes up (Oh, yeah)
To the One that I love, to the One that I trust, Jesus
I keep my eyes up, I keep my eyes up

(Keep My Eyes Up/Ryan Ellis)2
The More We Know

Do you know the God of Joseph? Let me introduce you to Him~

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For more insight into today’s journey, be sure and read today’s LGG Blog Post

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A New Beginning

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Based on the LGG Study, From the Beginning to Forever/w2d1

Read: Genesis 12:1-9; SOAP: verses 1 & 2

The Call of Abram

12 The Lord had said to Abram, “Leave your native country, your relatives, and your father’s family, and go to the land that I will show you. 2 I will make you into a great nation. I will bless you and make you famous, and you will be a blessing to others. 3 I will bless those who bless you and curse those who treat you with contempt. All the families on earth will be blessed through you.”

4 So Abram departed as the Lord had instructed, and Lot went with him. Abram was seventy-five years old when he left Haran. 5 He took his wife, Sarai, his nephew Lot, and all his wealth—his livestock and all the people he had taken into his household at Haran—and headed for the land of Canaan. When they arrived in Canaan, 6 Abram traveled through the land as far as Shechem. There he set up camp beside the oak of Moreh. At that time, the area was inhabited by Canaanites.

7 Then the Lord appeared to Abram and said, “I will give this land to your descendants.” And Abram built an altar there and dedicated it to the Lord, who had appeared to him. 8 After that, Abram traveled south and set up camp in the hill country, with Bethel to the west and Ai to the east. There he built another altar and dedicated it to the Lord, and he worshiped the Lord. 9 Then Abram continued traveling south by stages toward the Negev.

Genesis 12:1-9

Oh, how I love this passage of our journey. It’s easy to gloss over if you’re familiar with the Scriptures, but I encourage you to take the time to really read it and take in the beauty and specific details of God’s first-ever conversation with Abram (later named Abraham).

God’s first word to Abram was “go”. Yes, God called this man, whose father and his people worshiped false gods (Joshua 24:2) and whose former homes had been located in “the center of moon worship.” Some commentaries suggest that “Abram was pagan in every sense of the word”, and admittedly it seems logical given their surroundings and no mention of faith before this. However, as gotquestions.org points out, when God called to Abram, “Abram knew and recognized the call of Yahweh, the LORD.” God called him to leave everything and everyone he knew – to go to an undisclosed place that He would show him. Keep in mind that God was not simply moving Abram; He was sending him out of a pagan culture and away from his family. In doing this, God was saving Abram from influences that would have been at the very least a deterrent to the life God was calling him to – a life that called him to commit himself, his time, and his ways to God.

Along with the call to “go,” came a promise from God to make Abram into a great nation, to bless him and make his name great, and to make Abram, himself, a blessing. Not only would God bless Abram, but He also promises to bless those who bless Abram and to curse those who dishonor him. It is worth noting that the only notable condition to the call/promise is that Abram “goes”. “God’s promises here are not dependent on Abram’s actions, obedience, goodness, or worthiness. God simply says He will do these things to and through Abram. Period. Abram’s character is irrelevant to the purposes of God in this instance.1“

What would you have done? Would you stay put with your ‘people’ and their/your gods? Or, at seventy-five years of age, would you have packed up and left it all behind for the unknown destination, trusting a God that you neither know nor worship to lead you who knows where? If you know the story, then you know Abram trusted God and left it all behind. His response is a beautiful picture of walking by faith and not by sight – for he had no idea if anything God said would come to pass.

For we walk by faith not by sight.

2 Corinthians 5:7
Prayer of Response

Father, You know the whole store, from the beginning to forever, and as you promised Abram, when we choose to follow You, You will show us the way to go. Your Word will be a lamp to guide our feet and a light for our path. The blood of Your Son has saved us, and Your Spirit empowers us to live as You have called us to live. Help us to listen for Your still small voice and to follow where You lead – even if You call us to something new, help us to faithfully and obediently follow You. – To Your Glory – Amen 💜

The More We Know

Abram may have been the first called to “go”, but many others came to mind as I was wrapping up today’s notes. While we will likely encounter many of these on our journey, I believe they are worth noting now. As they reveal how God’s plan is from beginning to end, a beautiful picture of His sovereignty, and how He always intended to use Abram and his family to carry out His will. Seeing and understanding God’s sovereignty and intentional involvement in our lives is another game-changer, as the reality of it strengthens and builds our faith.

  • Isaac … called to stay where he was and was blessed to have God reaffirm the covenant with him. (Genesis 26)
  • Jacob … sent out and called to go back (Genesis 27:43;28:13-15; and 31:3)
  • Moses … protected at birth, positioned, and called to “save his people”. (Ex 2-4)
  • Even Jesus … sent to be the Savior of the world (John 3:16)
  • The Disciples … called to leave all for the sake of Christ (Luke 9:23-24; 14:26-33; Acts 1:8; and Matthew 28:18-30)
  • All followers of Christ … called to go and spread the news of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, to make disciples, and baptize (Acts 1 8 and Matthew 28:18-30). We are also called to live and love like Jesus (John 13:34; Eph 4:32)

“Even when we can not see what is ahead, we know that God does, and He will direct us along the way.”

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The More We Know

For more insight in today’s journey, read today’s Love God Greatly blog

  1. Bibleref.com ↩︎

Do you know the God of Abram, Issac, and Jacob? I would love to introduce Him to you –

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The Ark of Grace

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based on the LGG Study, From the Beginning to Forever/w1d4

Read Genesis 6:11-14 and 17-22 or KJV; SOAP: Genesis 8:1

Now God saw that the earth had become corrupt and was filled with violence. 12 God observed all this corruption in the world, for everyone on earth was corrupt. 13 So God said to Noah, “I have decided to destroy all living creatures, for they have filled the earth with violence. Yes, I will wipe them all out along with the earth!

14 “Build a large boat from cypress wood and waterproof it with tar, inside and out. Then construct decks and stalls throughout its interior.

“Look! I am about to cover the earth with a flood that will destroy every living thing that breathes. Everything on earth will die. 18 But I will confirm my covenant with you. So enter the boat—you and your wife and your sons and their wives. 19 Bring a pair of every kind of animal—a male and a female—into the boat with you to keep them alive during the flood. 20 Pairs of every kind of bird, and every kind of animal, and every kind of small animal that scurries along the ground, will come to you to be kept alive. 21 And be sure to take on board enough food for your family and for all the animals.”

22 So Noah did everything exactly as God had commanded him.

Genesis 6:11-14, 17-22 NLT

But God remembered Noah and all the wild animals and livestock with him in the boat. He sent a wind to blow across the earth, and the floodwaters began to recede.

Genesis 8:1 NLT (KJV)

I recently went with a friend to the “Sights and Sounds” production of Noah, so it is very fresh in my mind, making today’s portion of the journey a bit more 3-D in my mind’s eye. Watching it play out on the big screen certainly made me realize, at least in some small way, the depth of courage, faith, and work it must have taken for Noah and his family to actually live through the reality of it…not to mention the fear and agony of knowing the earth would be destroyed and all life with it. The unknown factors, such as whether the boat would truly keep them safe, and what would happen afterwards, not to mention the thought of being trapped on an enclosed vessel for that long, would have been added concerns, at least for me. Reading the story on the pages of Scripture has never been less than a marvel, but seeing it portrayed in the theater, was an impressive revelation to Noah’s complete trust in God, his commitment to this strange call of God, and his family’s commitment to work with him and follow Noah’s lead despite the unknowns.

While the theatrical production embellished the story for effect, the reality is we only know the short version of what God tells us in His Word, where we see God’s utter disappointment in humans and what they had become and what they had done to His once tranquil and beautiful creation. Adam and Eve’s sinful choice to trade life for death had indeed brought about death and destruction, except for Noah and his family, because Noah had found grace in the eyes of the Lord. As I poured these words out on the pages of my journal, I couldn’t help but thank God for the grace He has shown to me/us, through the righteousness of Christ alone, and the salvation extended to all who abide in Him.

In the show about Noah, there were a few scenes where he would warn others about what was coming. He pleaded with them to listen, so that they would not perish. Whether or not this is how it actually happened, in the years it took to build the ark, possibly 120 years, Noah certainly had the time to “preach righteousness1” Gotquestions.org points out an interesting and convicting truth, saying: “In addition to Noah’s proclamations to the unbelieving world of his day was his “wordless preaching.” In the very construction of the ark, Noah bore witness to righteousness. Every hammer blow, every pounding of a nail was a call to repentance and a declaration that judgment was coming.

May our hearts be burdened for those who are lost and in danger of perishing. May God find us faithfully sharing His message of love and gift of grace, and bearing witness to righteousness – so that no one will perish.2

Friends, as Noah’s family entered into the Ark, trusting God to save them, we must enter into a relationship with God by placing our faith in Jesus Christ. When we do this, we receive the promise of eternal life, the Holy Spirit comes to live in us, enabling us to abide (live in) Christ. Because of this act of love and grace, when this earth is again destroyed,3 those who are found “in” Christ will be saved from the destruction to live with God for eternity. 4

The More We Know

Jesus called out the fact that Noah’s contemporaries ignored the message that would have saved them. At the same time, the Lord warned us of making the same mistake: “Just as it was in the days of Noah, so also will it be in the days of the Son of Man. People were eating, drinking, marrying and being given in marriage up to the day Noah entered the ark. Then the flood came and destroyed them all” (Luke 17:26–27).

The point of Peter referencing Noah and others like him in his second epistle is that, if God did not spare the ancient world who rejected Noah’s warnings, how much less can He be expected to spare those who dismiss His calls to repentance today?

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The Life-Changing Power of God’s Love

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Originally posted by ourdailyverse.com / Feb 11, 2025

What a beautiful truth to know that we can rely on the love God has for us. It is a gift to know that the God who created us and adopted us as His own – is Himself – LOVE and has invited us to abide in Him … click the devotional button for encouragement and inspiration about the life-changing power of God’s love.

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Safe In God’s Hands

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Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.

1 Peter 5:7

Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.

1 Peter 5:7

For further reading: Read 1 Peter Chapter 5

Sometimes, I hesitate to use or write about this verse, which has been a crutch and saving grace for almost fifty years of my life. I’ve shared it often as a testimony of how I came to know it when I was in my teens and the many ways He has used it in my life since that day in the little farmhouse in Texas. Yet, really, can God’s Word ever be shared too much? I don’t think so … plus it is the verse that came to mind when I watched the video that I am sharing with you today.

The video is a beautiful reminder of what a difference it makes to give all of our worries and cares to God. I have seen it time and time again in my own life. I’ve seen what happens when I try to handle the worries and cares on my own and what happens when I lay them at His feet or raise my hands in urgency and sometimes tears – saying, “Here, God – please take ‘this’ I can’t carry ‘it’ alone.” I’ve given Him everything from a daughter’s cancer to my sore knees. Yep, He even cares about sore knees and parking places – well, the truth of the matter is He cares for us, so if our concern is a parking place, then He has invited us to give that concern to Him. Before you laugh too hard or perhaps scoff at giving such a seemingly trivial concern to such a great and mighty God – let me share this brief story/example.

I have bad knees, and for the past year, I have been getting injections to help manage the pain. The doctor I see is in a building with limited “close” parking. There is plenty of parking, but you may have to walk a city block or two—or more, depending on the day and time. I learned very quickly to make it my mission to give God the concern – both for a parking place and/or strength to walk as far as I had to. Time after time, I saw a place open right as I pulled in or when I circled for the third time. There have also been days when I found nothing close and ended up in the three-story garage. Disappointed, yes? But not for long, because in spite of the pain, every time I had to walk further than was comfortable, I knew His strength or saw the greater need for another, whom He allowed me to encourage or the one I was able to share Him with along the pain-filled walk.

You see, it wasn’t that I prayed for a parking place; it was that I prayed. I talked to the One who cares for me and placed my care/needs in His hands and then watched to see what He was going to do.

It Depends On Whose Hands It is In! Watch the short Video here

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Philippians 4:4

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Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 

Philippians 4:4

After reading my morning verse recently, I found myself journaling these words: “Father, You are good. How long ago did You show me this verse? How many years since I sat at my kitchen table reading and rereading it and the verses that followed? How many times and ways since then have you shown me the truth of those verses?”

Sometime in the early nineties, I sat at the table of our newly built home, enjoying the quiet moments of my baby’s nap time. Sometimes, when she slept, I would rest or clean, but most often, I would spend some alone time with God in His Word. As a newly “revived” believer, I was hungry for the Word and eager to build/rebuild a relationship with God.

Today’s verse brought that table and time to mind, as it was there that I first remember beginning to study Philippians 4:4-7, specifically – Paul’s words, “Rejoice in the Lord always. (I will say it again: Rejoice!) 5 Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” – note: while verse eight wasn’t included in my early study, it soon followed and has rescued me from more than one battle.

And now, dear brothers and sisters, one final thing. Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise.

Philippians 4:8

God seemed to embed those words in my mind that day. Through the three decades that have followed, He has continued to faithfully ingrain them and use the words to help me through many turbulent days/years of this life/world. These words … have taught me to fix my eyes on God and His will … to ‘rejoice’ even when the days are hard, sad, or downright scary. The words helped me develop a relationship with God, teaching me to spend time in prayer, talking to God, not just at Him. From there, I began learning to trust Him, to fix my thoughts on Him, and to experience the promised peace.

To this day, these words of Paul remind me that God is near, that His return is imminent, and that in and with God, I can have, know, and be filled with peace even in the tumultuous storms of this life! God’s peace is truly a peace that surpasses all understanding. It is a peace that gives strength and hope in both the good and challenging seasons; this strength and hope have led me to “re-joy-cing” in God for more than thirty years of my life.

As I read the words again this morning, they were not new to me but they caused my mind to stop and remember God’s goodness so many years ago and every day since to change my life from the inside-out!

“Joy is the flag flying high above the castle of the hear, announcing that the King is in residence there.”

~Unknown

Loving Heavenly Father, my strength and hope are from You and through Christ in me. Your grace and power fill me with the confident JOY to keep going when hope seems far away and sorrows weigh me down. When I am weak, You are strong! So in my sorrow for this world and despite my concerns – please continue to help me KEEP my eyes and thoughts fixed on You – and let the flag of JOY fly high above the castle of my heart – where You rule and reign – announcing to all that You – my God and King – are in residence here!💜 – And to borrow from today’s devotion from “Our Daily Verse,” “May my life be a testament to the unshakable joy found in a relationship with You. Let this joy be my strength, a light to others, and a reflection of Your constant grace in Jesus’ name, Amen.”

 

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I WILL RISE UP AND GIVE YOU THANKS…

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Scripture: Psalm 119:61-64 / SOAP verses 62-64

Evil people try to drag me into sin,
    but I am firmly anchored to your instructions.
62 I rise at midnight to thank you
    for your just regulations.
63 I am a friend to anyone who fears you—
    anyone who obeys your commandments.
64 O Lord, your unfailing love fills the earth;
    teach me your decrees.

Psalm 119:61-64 NLT

by WhitneyD | Jul 1, 2015 | 87 comments

The generator had been shut down hours before. Funny how many things you can hear in the middle of the night without the hum of electricity drowning out the sounds of the earth. I was twenty-one and wide awake in a foreign land, and God had met me there.

Of course he was there. He’s everywhere.

But somehow less noise, less stuff, less of me had helped me see him more clearly than I had in a very long time. 

To my shame, I had uttered a lot of telling words in the weeks leading up to the trip…

Words of doubt as I struggled to make solid plans for my future.

Words of envy as I saw others prospering around me while I floundered.

Words of strife as I worked hard to take one step forward, only to end up two steps back.

Words of emptiness as I secretly chased worldly acceptance over God’s ways.

Words of frustration as I questioned the lack of peace my life.

My heart had been so consumed with all that was going wrong that – sadly – I was stuck wallowing in the negative instead of joyfully pursuing God and his Word.

“I have considered my ways and have turned my steps to your statutes.” ~ Psalm 119:59

But in the quiet of that night, when everything else had been stripped away, God’s Word came alive.

I was reminded that my future is in God’s hands (Jeremiah 29:11).

I rejoiced over the fact that God is for me, and that his ways are intended for my good (Romans 8:31-32).

Peace flooded my soul as I once again found delight in God’s commands (Psalm 119:35).

And instead of sleep evading me due to the usual stress and overthinking, I was kept awake by a profound gratefulness for God’s unmerited grace in my life.

It was high time that I uttered new words…

I used to resent how often my desperation drives me to the feet of Jesus, but now I know that very place is often where I find even more reasons to celebrate the goodness of God.

Why?

Because his grace is simply more beautiful in my need. 

When little ones won’t settle down for the night, I will rise up and give you thanks.

When relationships are strained, I will rise up and give you thanks.

When my health is compromised, I will rise up and give you thanks.

When my future is unknown, I will rise up and give you thanks.

When I am persecuted for my faith, I will rise up and give you thanks.

When nations turn their backs on you God, I will still rise up and give you thanks.

“Whatever else may happen in this world, whoever else may turn their back on you when the chips are down, of this you may be sure: he whose trust and hope and confidence is in the unfailing love of God will never be put to shame.” ~ Sam Storms

Father, because of your righteous laws and your steadfast love – no matter what trials come our way – we can rise up and give you thanks.

And just like that, thanksgiving turns night into day…

At His feet,

*LET’S TALK: What kinds of words are you uttering in your trials? Whatever is going on in your life right now, together, let’s flood heaven with prayers of thankfulness to God for his righteous laws and steadfast love. Would you share your prayer in the comments today?

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Pursuit of the Kingdom

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based on the Love God Greatly Study, Lent – A Season of Drawing Close to God / w4d2

THE JOURNEY (SCRIPTURE AND OBSERVATION)

Scripture: Luke 12:13-34 / SOAP: verses 29-30

“And don’t be concerned about what to eat and what to drink. Don’t worry about such things. 30 These things dominate the thoughts of unbelievers all over the world, but your Father already knows your needs. 

Luke 12:29-30 NLT

I find the fact that God already knows our needs and every detail of our situations in life quite comforting and encouraging. However, I confess that I still often find myself struggling with worry. The latest/current example is a situation with my mom, who – (for reasons like physical health, dementia, loneliness, and because the house had outgrown her) – needed to move into an assisted living community.

Prayer for wisdom and direction as well as grace and peace in the wait was a daily habit.

Money and availability at the “right place” were an immediate factor but God gave me a glimmer of hope that it was financially doable so we paid the deposit to put her name on a waiting list. Weeks turned into months and months into nearly a year. In the early stages I would call occasionally to gage the ‘hope’ factor of a space opening up – which was kind of silly since the waiting list was long and we weren’t at the top and the unknown factors of how and when a room would open were near to impossible for the director to even know. Yet, maybe if I kept calling she would realize the urgency and somehow put mom ahead of the others. Yes, I know how that sounds but it’s where I was in the moment and I’d like to say it stopped there but it didn’t. No, my mind went so far as jealousy over those who were getting in ahead of her! I’m not proud of these thoughts but I share them because today’s Scripture reminded me just how much I looked like the man in the parable. Concern for my mom had turned into worry and excessive planning and even envious thoughts for something that was completely out of my control.

Early on in the process, probably before the deposit was made, I began to pray every day as I drove by the road to the assisted living facility that God would create an opening and that we would get the call. However, as I realized what the desperate desire and worry were doing to my mind I gave it over to the Father and began praying:

“Father, when the time is right for mother and if it is Your will for her to move – will You please open a door to the room You want her to have.”

This was more than a prayer it was a daily exercise of faith in the God who knew not just my mother’s needs but mine and it was the daily reminder (multiple times a day, as the facility is on my way to and from work and nearly anywhere else I would be going) that He was in complete and perfect control. There was so much comfort and worship that came from the prayer. There was growth and there was peace and grace; and without a shadow of a doubt I can say that He used every day, week, and month of those prayers to make what had become a tense relationship between mom and I one that was covered with grace and peace and even more and more moments of sweet memories and laughter. Perhaps, even more importantly (and the underlying reason of sharing this story) there was renewed strength and prayer and focus on the Kingdom work of praying for the lost and getting His message out daily.

As the months stretched closer to a year and mom’s forgetfulness, daytime needs, and loneliness became more of a factor – it was apparent that she needed help sooner than later so I began looking into in-home care. After research and an interview with a trusted caregiver recommended by a friend – I was preparing to call and confirm the details of days and times when my phone rang. I recognized the number, it was the number I called so many times to ask if there was a room open yet. I answered to hear the words: “MaryEllen, your mom’s room is ready!” –

Elation, shock, and nervousness tumbled together allowing the enemy to create some pretty rocky emotions, questions and doubts. Again, I found myself looking like the man from today’s parable. Was there really enough money and what could I do to make sure there was and … “STOP, peace be still!” God was quick to send me the message – “Child, you prayed faithfully for me to open this door if it was my will and when your mom’s room was available. Are you really going to shut the door in my face or question my will and preparation for your mother? Be still and know that I am Your God!”

From that point on the door was flung open and I was walking through it – timid yet bold – calm yet nervous, concerned BUT turning every ounce of worry back to Him with the new daily prayer that He would prepare mother’s heart and mind for the move from her home of more than thirty years, the last place she was with my father and brothers. This wasn’t going to be easy and there are no guarantees of her money lasting as long as her days – but this one thing I knew – God was in complete control and He opened the door – my job was simply to walk through it in faith and keep my eyes on Him.

When my eyes were on my mom’s situation – her health, her inability to walk, her forgetfulness, her loneliness, her obstinance, her money, … worry was high and tensions were great between us. Yet, when my eyes were on God and His power, His timing, His will, and goodness through all of my life … when grace and peace became my prayer tensions were lessened, faith was strengthened, and Kingdom work was pursued – ALL GLORY AND PRAISE TO GOD!

LIVING THE JOURNEY (APPLICATION)

Be wise and plan well – but plan with God. Lay down the worry and let God direct your steps, your thoughts, and prayers. Remind yourself daily that God is in complete and perfect control. The Word of God is your armor and prayer is a powerful weapon – use them. Above all these things – “Pursue the Kingdom,”1 remembering that “Where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.“

If we are taking care of God’s business as a priority—seeking His salvation, living in obedience to Him, and sharing the good news of the kingdom with others—then He will take care of our business as He promised—and if that’s the arrangement, where is worrying?

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PRAYER FOR THE JOURNEY

God, You are holy and good and I adore You. Your ways are good and right and Your presence is encouraging. You turn worry into worship and fear into peace and concerns into prayer – and You continually amaze me! Keep us always in pursuit of Your glorious Kingdom and will. Guard us from worry and from the enemy who seeks to steal and kill and destroy. Help us to stand strong in You through prayer and time in Your Word – a light for our path and a lamp to guide our feet and the priorities of this life. We are utterly dependent on You because we know that You are in control of today and all of our tomorrows. Father, we seek Your love, and will, and presence that enable us to walk obediently… We seek Your priorities Father… the boldness to share the good news of the Gospel… and the salvation of others are the treasures we seek – guard our earthly concerns from turning to worries, help our hearts to lay down the concerns and faithfully follow after You and all the treasures of Heaven.2 – In Jesus’ Name – Amen

THE MORE WE KNOW
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Trusting In His Goodness and Help

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My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of Heaven and earth. Psalm121:2

There is a bend in the river at the end of the road where I live. It is a beautiful and calming sight to me when I leave home for the day and again when I return. However, when such a bend appears in my life – and I cannot see around it or through its murky waters there is not calm but doubt and fear that meet my eyes and plague my mind.

On yet another morning of realizing my need of the Father’s comfort, peace, and clarity – He met me early with these words of King David, perfect comfort and encouragement for the life choice before me now about where mom will live, a choice weighed down with its fears and doubts. One minute the path seems clear and certain and the next I’m trying to see around the river’s bend – and when I can’t – doubts come and the storm waters surge and rise around me. The ebb and flow are tiring – I’m growing frustrated with myself – but I keep moving forward believing that God opened this door, that for nearly a year I prayed He would open – “if it was His will and when it was His perfect time for my mom”.

When I think I’m going under
Part the waters, Lord
When I feel the waves around me
Calm the sea
When I cry for help, oh, hear me Lord
And hold out Your hand
Touch my life
Still the raging storm in me

Selah / Part the Waters Lord

I remember not just the prayer that I prayed -but the assurance or our faith and prayers in Jesus’ name that we find in 1 John 5:14-15,… “This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us.  And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him..” Believing God answers the prayers of His people – I fight the “what if” questions and I press forward through the open door. I seek His face, His strength, His guidance and His peace. I seek God’s help in every way – for I know as the Psalmist did: “My help comes from God, the Maker of Heaven and earth – the One who sees and knows and cares and stays forever with me. He is the God who loves not just me but my mother. He alone sees around the river’s bend, the beginning and the end, and He alone is my trustworthy provider and protecter, my reliable wisdom and guide. He is my hope in the surging waters of doubts and fears.

For I have tasted and seen the goodness of my God and I choose to trust in Him – today and always! 🦋

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Beyond What We See

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based on the LGG Study, Set Apart, living a life for God’s glory / w3d3

SCRIPTURE: PROVERBS 3:5-6 / SOAP VERSES 5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart;
    do not depend on your own understanding.
6 Seek his will in all you do,
    and he will show you which path to take.

Proverbs 3:5-6 NLT

This passage is what I like to call an ‘if this – then that’ passage. In other words, Solomon lays out instructions that when followed lead to a particular outcome. In this case trusting in the Lord with our whole heart, no reservations … depending on God rather than the way things look to be … and seeking God in the big things of life as well as the minute details will lead to a clear and godly path even when the way seems filled with mountains, valleys, catastrophes, and detours along the way.

The point here is not to be mindless or naïve. Rather, we need to recognize our own limitations. Just because we’re in over our heads does not mean God is no longer in control.

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With such a favorable outcome this should be an easy set of instructions but I would venture to say we all know it isn’t. Like you, I’m sure, I can think of untold examples throughout my lifetime but the one that came to mind first was the birth of my second daughter. Despite a few hitches and ultimate c-section the delivery went well and baby girl was declared to be healthy. However, later that morning when I had been returned to my room from the surgical-delivery room and they laid her in my lap and i peeled back the blanket to count fingers and toes my heart dropped. I had not been told that her feet were crippled so I wasn’t prepared for what I saw. My heart dropped, the tears pooled in my eyes, the fear and sorrow invaded my mind and planted quick seeds of doubt that my little girl would never be able to walk or run and play. I judged with my eyes, I definitely leaned on my own understanding and the conclusions were not good.

However, in the ensuing minutes, hours, and days to come God surrounded me with people who pointed my mind back to Him and with those who could answer questions and a specialist who in less than 24 hours had molded one foot that seemed to have no heal, straighten the other that seemed beyond hope or repair, and put them both in cast. This was a process that happened over and over for the days – then weeks – then months to come. Each time the cast would come off I would see glimpses and eventually miraculous revelations of what God was doing. What I had seen when I unwrapped her that first day gave no hope of what I saw on day ninety when we moved from cast to brace on one foot and from possible surgeries to no surgeries on either foot.

What I had seen that first day was devastating and offered no hope or reason to trust God but He saw the bigger picture and He fixed my eyes on Him and kept me from leaning on my own understandings. He made straight the path that seemed to only have a troubling end. God has used this story in my life and in my daughter’s as a point of reference and reminder that He is in perfect control and works all things together for the good of those who trust Him and have fixed their thoughts on Him. – This example is not to say that just because we trust God every scary or undesirable situation works out to a wonderful and beautiful outcome that we imagine to be better, but – it is without question evidence that trusting God with and in all situations leads to a path that He has faithfully directed – and i better than anything we can ask or even imagine.

WISDOM FROM THE JOURNEY

Because our emotions cannot be trusted, our circumstances must not dictate who we trust in or how we choose the way we will go. However, we can always trust God and His direction despite the worst of circumstances.

REFLECTION ON THE JOURNEY

In what areas of your life can you release fear or control and, instead, trust in the Lord?

THE MORE WE KNOW

Christ wants His followers to be set apart from the world, making godly choices and living godly lives

Be sure and read today’s Love God Greatly blog for more insight on today’s passage