Don’t demand an audience with the king or push for a place among the great. 7 It’s better to wait for an invitation to the head table than to be sent away in public disgrace.
Just because you’ve seen something,
Proverbs 25:6-7
Have you ever watched a contest and at the end, just as the announcer says, “the winner is…” the loser, certain that she has won, begins to step forward – only to hear some other name announced? As I read today’s portion of Esther’s story, this scenario filled my mind. I can’t help but imagine Haman, who was so certain that the King meant to honor him that he gave details of all he hoped to receive from King Xerxes, never dreaming the rewards and honor would go to his arch nemesis. I can only imagine the shock and displeasure/anger at hearing Mordecai’s name instead of his own. However, the humility and anger he must have felt having to clothe Mordecai in the royal garments worn by the king and lead him around on a horse the king had ridden – all the while shouting out a statement of the king’s wish to honor Mordecai. All of this was a far cry from the death he had planned for Mordecai and ‘his people.’
Pride goes before destruction, and haughtiness before a fall.
Proverbs 16:18
Today’s journal entry from the LGG journal, p 145, is a wonderful commentary and correlation between today’s portion of Esther’s story, the SOAP passage from Proverbs, and Proverbs 16:18, where we are given a warning about the dangers of pride. May it be a rich blessing and an encouragement to lay down any pride or self-seeking attitude we might be battling.
Since everything around us is going to be destroyed like this, what holy and godly lives you should live, 12 looking forward to the day of God and hurrying it along. On that day, he will set the heavens on fire, and the elements will melt away in the flames. 13 But we are looking forward to the new heavens and new earth he has promised, a world filled with God’s righteousness.
14 And so, dear friends, while you are waiting for these things to happen, make every effort to be found living peaceful lives that are pure and blameless in his sight.15 And remember, our Lord’s patience gives people time to be saved. This is what our beloved brother Paul also wrote to you with the wisdom God gave him— 16 speaking of these things in all of his letters. Some of his comments are hard to understand, and those who are ignorant and unstable have twisted his letters to mean something quite different, just as they do with other parts of Scripture. And this will result in their destruction.
Peter’s Final Words
17 You already know these things, dear friends. So be on guard; then you will not be carried away by the errors of these wicked people and lose your own secure footing. 18 Rather, you must grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. All glory to him, both now and forever! Amen.
2 Peter 3:11-18 NLT
LIVING THE JOURNEY (APPLICATION)
Be motivated by Peter’s words.
strive to be found at peace without spot or blemish
don’t just wait for Christ’s return, – actively wait
actively work to reflect His love and holiness while you wait – even through the trials of this life
don’t forget — Jesus is the key to living a life of godliness
Remember and TRUST God’s promise(s), specifically – that He has given us everything we need for life and godliness (2 Peter 1:3-4)
QUESTION FOR THE JOURNEY
How will you actively wait for Jesus, growing in grace and preparing your heart for His return?
PRAYER FOR THE JOURNEY
Father, there are trials all around us, some in our own lives. We see evidence of them in those close to us, and in those we don’t even know within our communities. We see them affecting people around the world through the news or other media – and we call out to You to help Your people wait with hope, an active hope that is faithfully growing and a heart that diligently seeks after You daily. Guard us from forgetting the truths that we have learned through Peter’s letters and help us remember Your call upon our lives to pursue holiness and righteousness – being ready with an answer for the hope that is within us and daily claiming the promise that by Your divine power, You have given us everything we need for living a godly life – even in the midst of trials. Thank You for teaching us the way of TRIUMPH is through You – Father, Son, and Spirit! – Amen
When I got in the car after leaving mom in her room at the rehab center where she is recovering from her broken femur and spinal injury, I sat for a moment in the silence of the dark night sky. Tears beckoned to fall again, prayers of praise were whispered for how well the conversation went – considering I had just told my mother that she isn’t going to be able to come home yet. I sat staring, hurting for my mother and missing my father and brothers, trying to pray – yet no words came – so I started the car and began the drive home in silence. After a difficult day of information and emotions – I chose to turn music on to drown out the fiery darts that were beginning to assault my mind with fears and worry and sorrow. Typically, when I press play my Spotify opens and begins playing the mix where I left off, but this time another app, one that I never use any more, actually one I’m not sure I’ve even seen before, opened and started in the middle of Lauren Daigle’s, “Trust In You”. I started to change it but realized the song was exactly what I needed to hear, as were all that followed it and serenaded me for the 25-minute car ride home, a complete playlist centered on trusting God, clearly this was His doing, It was what He knew I needed to hear, just as the quiet office day, and Angela’s words of encouragement, and Barbara’s aptly timed phone call, and all of the other text or messages throughout the day were what He knew I needed. I drove in tears and surrender as Heaven came down and His presence and peace not only filled my car but every essence of my being. Check it out and tell me if you don’t think this was a music interlude from heaven – I know it was the sweetest I’ve ever heard.
The first song picked up in the middle of “Trust in you”, by Lauren Daigle, I confess I hit replay on this one at least twice and sang and cried along with it, surrendering all of my apprehensions to what I know to be His perfect and loving control.
Truth is, You know what tomorrow brings There’s not a day ahead You have not seen So in all things be my life and breath I want what You want, Lord, and nothing less
When You don’t move the mountains I’m needing You to move When You don’t part the waters I wish I could walk through When You don’t give the answers As I cry out to You I will trust, I will trust I will trust in You I will trust in You
This was followed by “Amen”, by I Am They – The exact expression of my thoughts just moments before and so often over the past two weeks …
I have no words to say Don’t know what I should pray God, I need You God, I need You O Lord, my faith is tired And tears fill up my eyes But I will trust You, I will trust You
I know You go before me and I am not alone This mountain rises higher The way seems so unclear But I know that You go with me So I will never fear I will trust in You
I try to catch my breath It hasn’t happened yet I’m wide awake in the middle of the night scared to death So I prayed God, would You make this stop Father please hold on to me, You’re all I’ve got
Carry me, carry me, carry me now From my sinking sand to Your solid ground The only way I’m ever gonna make it out Is if You carry me, carry me, carry me now God carry me, carry me, carry me now
Jesus calm my heart Come near me please Lord don’t let these worries get the best of me Oh I believe, that You’re still here with me Cause You meant what You said when You said You’d never leave
So carry me, carry me, carry me now From my sinking sand to Your solid ground The only way I’m ever gonna make it out Is if You carry me, carry me, carry me now God carry me, carry me, carry me now
Beautiful, right? They may not have been on my Spotify playlist before but, I can promise you, they are at the top of it now. Whatever caused that app to open, whatever caused those particular songs to play in that order – they were without question a blessing from God to me. I pray they will be a blessing to you as well, for regardless of what fills your life right now – mountain top experiences or valley deep trenches – trusting God is the key to walking by faith and not by sight and trusting God is the key to being light in the darkness around us.
Me From the Inside Out 