based on Psalm 119, Seeking Him with ALL our hearts… – A Love God Greatly Study/w4d2
Scripture: Psalm 119:81-85 / SOAP verses 81, 83-84
I am worn out waiting for your rescue,
Psalm 119:81-85 NLT
but I have put my hope in your word.
82 My eyes are straining to see your promises come true.
When will you comfort me?
83 I am shriveled like a wineskin in the smoke,
but I have not forgotten to obey your decrees.
84 How long must I wait?
When will you punish those who persecute me?
85 These arrogant people who hate your instructions
have dug deep pits to trap me.
At first glance, this psalm may seem like a complaint, and perhaps it was. However, for me, it offers encouragement and a bit of a boost in the relationship I see between the Psalmist and God – as well as the determination and commitment of the Psalmist to stay faithful even when the waiting seems like it will never end. The Psalmist is tired of waiting, asking again and again – “When will You …?” or “How long …” Yet, even in the waiting, he remained hopeful, he kept his eyes fixed on God and His promises, and he continued to obey God’s decrees and trust Him to act on his behalf. Oh, that I might be so faithful in the times of waiting.
I just returned from Disney with my daughters and my 2-year-old grandson, and I couldn’t help but think of them as I observed the words and actions of the Psalmist. If you’ve never been to Disney, you may not be able to picture the amount of waiting that is required, and when you stay on the property, the waiting is compounded. I don’t know that waiting comes easy for anyone, but it certainly doesn’t come easy for a 2-year-old.
We waited in line to check in at the airport, we waited in security, we waited through two delays to board the plane, we waited to take off, we waited on our bus to the resort, and for four wonderful days, we waited in line after line for rides and food and characters and transportation … over and over, we waited and over and over we heard the 2-year-old version of the Psalmist’s questions of “how long?” or “when?” – which typically sounded like, “my turn?” or “I’m ready, go.”
Each day and each waiting experience brought more confidence that the ride, food, transportation, or character would eventually come. As that confidence grew, so too did his patience. Like the Psalmist, our little guy learned that even when he was worn out with waiting, the line we were in was leading to the promised adventure. He would strain to see the ‘promised’ ride and found hope in what he could see ahead – or when he couldn’t see it, he found hope in our reminders of what was coming.
This is the encouragement I see in the Psalmist in today’s passage. The waiting wasn’t easy—it left him weary and worn, but he remembered God’s promises. He kept his eyes on the prize, and he did not lose hope or forget to obey.
Living out the Journey (Application)
Waiting isn’t easy, but learning to wait well is important in the Christian life. The key is to keep our eyes on the Lord, remembering His promises, knowing that He is trustworthy and putting our hope in Him. Waiting is not an excuse to go off on our own or do things our own way. Though we may grow weary in the wait, we must not forget to live as God has called us to. Like my grandson, we must learn to expect what God has promised – be it His presence, His protection or provision, His comfort, or the new heaven and earth – what He has promised – He will do! And the wait will be worth it all!
Response to the Journey (Prayer)
Father, You are God—faithful and true to Your Word. You are worthy of our trust no matter the wait—worthy even when we can’t see You anywhere. Even when we are in danger or weary and worn, we can trust You. Help us to wait with hope—our eyes straining and fixed on Your promises—our resolve to obey You unshaken! In Jesus’ name—amen and amen!
The More We Know
Why is waiting on God so difficult?
Me From the Inside Out 